Friday, April 11, 2008


Since I know that virtually no one reads my blog, and it's just to release my anger/feelings/frustrations, I'm once again sitting here contemplating why it's fair for all these women around me who get pregnant just by looking at them funny, yet, DH and I are in a loving and committed relationship and have been trying for 10 months now. Seriously, how is it fair? Then I have "friends" on myspace commenting daily about wanting to get an abortion and that just sends a wave of different emotions through me and I want to cry. I'm at the point where I just don't care anymore and just want to call it quits. This is what I want to see again, but that's all just wishful thinking

Aside from all my depression on the getting pregnant situation at hand, the past few days were so beautiful and I finally got to take Shayna outside for a few days in a row without layers of clothes and she had so much fun. Here is Miss Drama Queen herself

Oh, and of course, it wouldn't be complete without pics of her running around the house too.


mrsvanoven said...

I know how you feel about the abortion thing! I didn't have an trouble getting pregnant, but we have to wait for financial reasons, and to see people right and left getting pregnant, having babies, having get's so frustrating!

Anyways, I'm glad I can stalk you on blogspot, and I look forward to reading about your life!! :)

Sarah said...

((((HUGS)))) I hope things work out soon. I can imagine how frustrating you must be. I don't come to blogspot often but I'm glad I could come here and lend support.